Luna Lupus: I'm Losing Her.

sexta-feira, 7 de agosto de 2015

I'm Losing Her.

Oiiii Seguidores! 
Tudo bem com vocês?

Eu sei que uma seguidora me pediu pra fazer um post a explicar o que é a minha religião, mais tarde eu publico, hoje eu precisava mesmo, mesmo, publicar esse textinho acabadinho de escrever... um texto que veio diretamente do meu coração, um texto carregado de sentimentos reais, um texto que eu espero que vocês gostem..., e peço desculpa pelo desabafo:





"I'm losing her. I'm losing all we had, losing all that we build, I'm losing all I am. Yeah, definitely I'm really losing all I am. Who am I without her? Without her love? I don't know how to be her friend anymore, I want to say "take care of yourself" and the only thing that escapes of my mouth is "let me take care of you". Do you ever felt as you had everything and suddenly you feel like you are letting this everything escape? Well, I was always affraid to not being good enough for her. She told me I was and I believed, and honestly I believe that at some point I went. Damn, life's a shit! I have her friendship. Well.. friendship I need a dictionary to remind me what it is and how to act. I can't look at her beautiful eyes without want to kiss her. And I ask to myself If she also feels the same. Did I told you how beautiful she is? No!? Well I will tell you: She's the most beautiful girl I ever met, unfortunately she can't see how she's beautiful. Did I told you how perfect she is? I also didn't told you? That's a shame! I will tell you now: She's completly loving, honest, funny, smart and amazing. The word "perfect" is not enough to describe her. We had so many plans... We did not broke up yet but I'm so affraid If that day comes... We are passing a bad time. We always managed everything. Would we'll get through this together too? I will not beg for her love. I need her truly honest love and not a love of pity. She was my girl for seven months, the best seven months of my life. I love her with all my heart and If she decide to go I would let her go. We will keep friends. I will always support her, I will always be here for her and will be a honor see her happy again with or without another person. But there's something that I know: Nobody will ever love her as I love, never. I have hope. I have hope that everything will be okay and we will back to be the cutest couple in the world. I have hope and I will take her in my arms and kiss her again. Yeah, I guess that I have hope even with my heart broken by fear, I have hope, yet."

E pronto... por hoje era isso, eu espero não ter aborrecido ninguém ahaha.

Beijos! 

1 comentário:

  1. Que texto lindo! Ainda não estou acreditando que achei seu blog novamente! Não sei se ainda se lembra de mim, rs. Beijos!

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